Thursday, February 12, 2009

Nocturnal me-memories of a rainy day and the dinner table



The seat was burning under me, as I was smoking one after another in the too warm car. The cold rain was devouring the asphalt. People were hurrying like they were under acid rain. "Whatever burns, burns eternally,so take me in turns internally"...I was smoking. My senses were more awake and sharper than ever. "Oh take me internally , forever yours nocturnal me"...I was throwing this one outside through the window opened just a quarter and light up another one. I could see and hear everything so extremely exaggerated. "...nocturnal me..."was playing over and over again, while I was having this premonition. I knew the time to say good bye was like 20 minutes away. Now he was buying a bread, but once we would be in his apartment he would give up on me! My exterior was cold and calm "...take me internally..." but inside, this snake of love and pain was poisoning my blood. Here we are, face to face, at this table, that is today our dinner table:" I can't go on anymore." But he did...

5 comments:

Dilimache said...

Hehe, pare ca-ti testeaza nitel imaginatia in materie de muzica pe dinauntru... ma face sa ma simt ciudat si-mi place, de-aia cred ca nu ma pot nici exprima cum trebuie :-)

georgi_claudia said...

Este ciudat cu melodia asta. Era o noapte ploiasa, eu eram in masina si ascultam melodia asta in nestire. TOTUL in jur parea astfel din cauza ei. Parca eram intr-o alta dimensiune aruncata, si simturile mele ascutite la maxim! Auzeam altfel, vedeam fiecare detaliu...daca e sa cedem ce citim prin carti, cred ca eram...vampir :)) ca aia se spune ca au simturile asa de acute haha

Dilimache said...

Moama, castele, bampiri, muzici nocturne, in ce m-am bagat... da' scaunele de la castel tot nu le-ai observat :-))

georgi_claudia said...

ba da, acu' dupa ce mi-ai spus tu le-am observat, dar nu pot sa spun ca ma impresioneaza in od deosebit. dar daca tie iti plac...ce rau imi pare ca nu ne cunosteam pe atunci, poate ai fi venit la nunta noastra...?

georgi_claudia said...

a da, acum m-am prins...simt de observatie ascutit, observatie lipsa...hahaha, melodia cu "simturi" o ascltam acum vreo trei ani, nunta a fost acum cateva luni, deci...cred ca asta-i motivul de n-am observat!:)